I feel so stupid

Silently pondering between hope and being realistic.

So much has been on my mind I’ve laid off quite a few things recently.

Dear future self,

you need to start acting like a adult. 

Everything seems to be off balanced for some reason…or is it just me? 

It’s different this time. Like, the air, the wind, the chatters, and the feeling of it all, I can sense something coming up. I can’t say whether this feeling is a bad or good thing but either way it’ll somehow balance itself out. What’s the coincidence of me and the air having a more upbeat, vibrating movement as if we’re dancing in sync. I also have no idea if any of this is making sense…but oh well.